Tuesday, September 09, 2008
BREAKUP.

Trust me, I'm not okay. I don't wish to talk to anybody. They can't help me. No one can.
Everybody lies. I don't know who to trust anymore. I don't understand my friends.
Everybody lies. I don't know who to trust anymore. I don't understand my friends.
I don't even think they do understand me. I don't know what to do now. I'm falling apart. I know I shouldn't have fall for him. But it wasn't my fault. I just didn't want to hurt his feelings. I feel so weak and so alone. Everyone is blaming me. My boyfriend, my friends, my mummy, my uncle, my sister are like ganging up on me. They make me feel as though I'm different than them, as though I'm not a human being, as though everything was my fault. I'm disappointed in my friends. Nobody cares how I truly feel. Maybe, I'm not that important to them anymore. I feel like going to another country now. Start a new life. Forget about my friends. Forget everything.
Its over. so soon.
I know.
Its over. so soon.
I know.

